Yesterday was thanksgiving, I woke up late so I missed breakfast but my mom and I cooked from 10-5 and we had an amazing dinner and everyone was home. It was great. We had 10 veggies which is odd. we generally have around 12 but my mom and me could not think of the other two to save our life haha. Also my rocky road pie was killer. In fact it is all gone. It was so yummmmyyyyyyyyyy!

Bought a 10 bag yesterday and rolled a beautiful joint. Had to make it with a cigarette though, but it was still beautiful. I want to buy another 10 bag today and make another one cause I have one more cigarette and I'd rather use it for a joint than for the actual tobacco in it... I hate those days where I smoke weed and than wake up the next day feeling like I got a hang over because I sleep to late. Yes you can get hang over like symptons from smoking weed.

On tuesday I got to go to Erin's house for dinner with her family and her. It was great. I love her family. Granted I felt weird at dinner, but I alwasy feel weird eating dinner at there house. I don't know why but I alwasy have. Erin and I hung out with her brother and sister in-law for a while, than we played viva pinata and went all "aww" alot at the animals. haha. Had dinner, I was couldn't sit still because I didn't know to sit in the chair I sat in. I sat at one of the end table chairs with the captain chair arms and I never sit there during dinner at Erins. But her brother sat where I generally sit so through out the whole dinner I was trying to get comfortable while eatting and being the firs tone to finish. Like always. I only finish before everyone else because I am one of the first people to sit down, to be served, and I don't have seconds. And of course than when I am finished I get asked a million times if I want anything else. Her dad seemed really happy to see me though when he got home which made me feel happy because I always felt that he never really liked me. After dinner Erin and I got to spend time alone together which was great. Nothing happened or anything since we were at her house and nothing happens at her house, but that's how we roll. We watched Cinderella and than play rockband before she took me home. Oh and Erin's mommy showed me my quilt that she is making me for graduating high school. It is so beautiful and amazing. It is so me and it will match my room perfectly!

Tonight I am going to one of the chinese buffets around her for my friend Angeala's birthday. I love buffets and I love when it is for an Angeala realted party. Akways fun. Hopefully it will be as fun as last night. I mean granted last time Angeala and Jason were still together and the boys were there and this time no Jason and both my brothers have to Work... But it will still be fun! My mom gave me 20 bucks for it. I know not all of it will go to the buffet that is fo sho. I just need to get to 10 dollar bills insteed of just a 20 bill. word.

Erin and I are dating again. She is home for the week from college for turkey day and we spent the whole day together. It was wonderful and amazing. I'm so happy we got back together. We got a lot of love in us and we aren't done loving each other yet. It is going to be hard considering she live 6 hours away in Buffalo, but I know we can do this. We are both stronge and it's not like any other girl will get in the way fo our love. We are both very faithful people and could/would never hurt each other because of the desirer of some other girl. We trust each other 100%. I trust her 100% now. I mean I even showed her my bong last night. Which is a big deal because weed was the only thing we never talked about before. She even told me my bong was pretty which made me happy. And she understands that I am responsible when it comes to weed, that I know when I can and cannot smoke weed. I'm happy she doesn't think I'm this bum stoner or anything. None if our friends are really surprised that we are back together, they never are. I mean this is the fourth time we've gotten back together. All the other times we've broken up or gotten back together for real reasons. Like there were always things that we needed to work on with ourselves in our realtionship that would make us break up and be on our own for a while. The last time was because we were going to be apart for a long time, but we are both functioning great seperated from each other and we talk alot and video chat so we both believe we can make this work. I mean we will see each other at christmas and she will be home for like 18 days or something so we will get to see each other a lot more. I mean yeah after winter we wont see each other for a while, but I do plan on going to buffalo to see her. I really want to see the Campus and met her friends there and met her rude roommate, maybe be a bitch to her and just mention how rude she is to Erin. But only maybe. I'm so happy she is mine again. =]

I don't understand how someone can kid their child. Jp's stepdad punched her in the face, litteraly punched her in her face because he is that much of an asshole. And I'm not just not saying that. He really is an asshole, he is an asshole to everyone but Jp's mom. He is an asshole to me and everyone else.

Like I can't do anything to her Jp either, she is calling the cops and hopes it leaves a mark so all of her dad's trucker co-works sees what he did to her.

I really dont understand it at all. She hates him but at the same time she has some kind of love for him for being her father for most of her life, sense her real dad skipped out on her mom and her when she was like four months old.

I hate hearing the way he talks to her and treats her, I hate him. he reminds me of my sister boyfriend and it makes me hate him more. It makes me hate men more.

I don't understand.